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What can the love in my soul be compared to another wonderful soul which is so far and yet so close of my self?
What can this symbiosis between two souls can be?
What can love be when you feel you cannot sleep at night, that every drop of dew becomes a crystal in your heart, when every breeze of wind has magical meanings?
What can love be when you feel that you want nothing more in this world that to be with the soul you love?
But what can love be in other transcendental realities? What about our souls?
Are our souls a waterfall, a true Niagara or a smile, a flirt of an angel? Are our souls a mere mood of a fairy or a lightening in a summer rain?
Our souls could be all of this and much more. But what really happens in that transcendental reality when we feel we are truly in love, that we love so much that it hurts? That the air in the room is unbreathable, that the sentimental, spiritual or physical distances kill us? What happens when dawn find us sadder than ever, looking for an excuse or an argument for the person we love so much, our Great Love? What are all thses? What are the looks lost in the desert horizons of unfulfilment or those in the eyes that deeply loose each other in the others inside the souls?

PRINCE i'll miss you..:'(

everything doesnt last forever..
even that most little yet important thing that gave you joy for a quite time will unexpectedly leave you at time when youre not ready..

i hate this feeling..
feeling of loss grief and sorrow.:(

im really crying soo hard.. *sobs

i'll miss him so much..

the sound of him when i open the door asking for food..
the way he nimbles..
on how he giggles when i play with him.

its almost over a month when i hang out with him, in my most happy and sad time.

he's been my best friend for almot 2 months.

im really crying.. i need a hug from him..

when he was born, i got the feeling of having someone to be with, even though hes not human and dont have an ability to comfort like a human..
I got the feeling of joy.. bright days.. and no more lonely mondays.

i wish that he's with gods' angels and grace..
i will miss you sooo much PRINCE..

thanks for coming into our lives..

i dont know how can i get over this feeling..
i made this blog with tears..:(

im soooooooooo sad..

this is how i am attached to them.. especially to him.. my pet..

i love you soooooooo much prince!!!!!
you'll always stay in my heart:(

i feel better now..

oMG! (sigh)

last year was like hell!
hell yeah!
and im burnin up.. my heart was burnin soo hot.. it really wanna burst..

and now..

everything was fine..

haters became losers..
devils turned angels.

and even though they hurt me so much with those nasty intrigues and issues..
now i stand out. and im fine.. :))

loving this feeling..

" I LOVE LISTENING TO LIES WHEN IN FACT I EXACTLY KNOW THE TRUTH"

lesson learned:

Dont trust anyone TOO MUCH..

:)