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" I will be on the pages soon!!! I will make sure of that…"

" I will be on the pages soon!!! I will make sure of that…"

I really wanted to be a model.. Really.. Super. As in!!  And im making my way to it.

It’s a desire and a dream in my heart  that wants to burst and will do everything just to have all these dreams in my heart.

Im an aspiring model, yet ive realized that its hard to be what you wanna be

But with a strong determination, and a brave heart no one can stop me from doing and getting what I love.

As ive said on my previous blog, god has its own time for everything so I must keep the passion burning and make my dreams alive just to make sure that I am ready when God gave me the time for what I want.

I love posing for camera, im a certified camwhore..

So no one could ever stop me from doing it..

It only goes to show that I am willing to sacrifice anything just to reach all my dreams and making them come true.

See?? I have a brave heart !

I will just smile, wait for the right time and pose! :))))

100 truths about ME.. :)) -got it from my fb's note.. :D

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: water
2. Last phone call: in my phone
3. Last text message: my couzin
4. Last song you listened to: love stood still..
5. Last time you cried: yesterday.. :(

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yep.. on a single day.. hahaha
7. Been cheated on: yup..haii
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nope..haha
9. Lost someone special: yep:'(
10. Been depressed: nope..!
11. Been drunk and threw up: hahaha.. yeaa!! *gross
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12 pink
13.white
14.brown

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend: yea..
16. Fallen out of love: yup.. since a year
17. Laughed until you cried: lol.. yea.. weird though
18. Met someone who changed you: yes.. HIM.. :(
19. Found out who your true friends were: hmm.. kind of..
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yeah...lol.. them@_@
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: ?! nah!! dts..
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: hard to count...
23. How many kids do you want to have: couple of kids.. :D
24. Do you have any pets: yep.. a guinea pig, a cat, dogs.. rawwrr!
25. Do you want to change your name: nope..i love it;) soo much!
26. What did you do for your last birthday: party!! yea.. :) party till we drop.
27. What time did you wake up today: around past 9am..
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: facebooking, multiplying.. :D
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: graduate! and pose!! hahaha
30. Last time you saw your Mother: now.. eerr.. hahaha
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: My mistakes
32. What are you listening to right now: love stood still.. hmmm
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: ye.. tom.. LOL
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: him! how could he??
35. Most visited webpage: strictly facebook, multiply, twitter.. XD
36. Whats your real name: DEANNA FAE SALLAO VISPERAS..
37. Nicknames: dheanz, anne, deanna, den, pink
38. Relationship Status: Single...
39. Zodiac sign: sheep
40. Male or female?: Female
41. Elementary?: done.:D
42. High School?: done! :D
43. College?: still pushing.. XDD
44. Hair colour: burgundy mix of hazel nut brown
45. Long/short: shaggy-ishly long
46. Height: about 5'4"
47. Do you have a crush on someone?:yes! haha..saw hi mat school yesterday! :D
48: What do you like about yourself?:being just ME, strong, forthright and cool.. :D
49. Piercings: yep.. 3 on the right ear and 2 on the other
50. Tattoos: nope..looking forward having it
51. Righty or lefty: superb lefty..

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery:last last summer
53. First piercing: When I was a baby
54. First best friend: my parents and god:)
55. First sport you joined: volleyball.. haha
56. First vacation: at SUBIC.. yea..
58. First pair of trainers: err..dun have..

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: none..
60. Drinking: darn cold juice..
61. I'm about to: drink red juice..
62. Listening to: too much love will kill you.. haha
63. Waiting for: my next shoot.. :p

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: yep.. a couple of it
65. Get Married?: not yet.. looking forward to it.. but not for now.. XD

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: lips.. i have a almost perfect lips.. haha (ehem!)
68. Hugs or kisses: kisses
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: arms..haha
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive..
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship..
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: haha.. *s
77. Drank hard liquor: yea! haha.. drink to death
78. Lost glasses: nope.. just broke one
79. Sex on first date: haha.. shit! of course not!l
80. Broken someone's heart: yea.. he deserves it.. LOL
82. Been arrested: haha.. im not a party crasher.. XD
83. Turned someone down: yea..
84. Cried when someone died: of course...
85. Fallen for a friend?: hmm.. not yet

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: definitely YES!! XD
87. Miracle: yea..
88. Love at first sight: haha.. always!
89. Heaven: Yeah.....:}
90. Santa Claus: when i was young.. not when i caught my MOM putting good on my santa socks.. :)
91. Kiss on the first date: if u REALLY love each other..
92. Angels: YEAH!!!!!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: hmm.. yes.. afraid of bad karma
95. Did you sing today?: Yes.. haha, so it pours
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: yep. HIM.. i said he deserves it
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: until i got on elementary ed.. :))
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: new year..
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: nope.. i believe in LURV.. <3
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: isn't that wat i'm supposed to do?haha..but its effin fun! :D

just saw.. "REMEMBER ME" a while ago..

its been quite a while since i dont blog on any movies i have seen..
maybe the movie was so boring that after an hour i can totally forget it,
or maybe the movie was so touching that im sobbing and cant recall what had happened..

the story goes....

it was a bit rainy lately..
and i decided to stay at home.. grab some chips.. a drinks and sit on the sofa and watch the movie "REMEMBER ME"...

it was a story of a boy that will do everything just for her sister's and girlfriends sake..
a boy that would fight for everything he thinks is right..
and will grab some fire extinguisher and throw it outside the window just to protect her sister from some bullying sh*ts..

aww.. it was very touching..
where i can relate when im having a hard time with either my friends or my family..
gettin wasted to death..
and makin my friends laugh whenever im soo soo tipsy that my face is darned tired of alcohols.. hahaha
well.. thats what teens life..

anyways..

im still hoping that everything would be better..

A Father's Day Blog Special (to all the Pap's out there!)

*Happy Fathers Day to all the loving father's out there.. :)

before..

i really have no idea what was like a father's role into a child..
i admit.. i had my daddylo.. my grandpup..
he gave me everything i need and i want..
he thought me all those stuffs that a kid should know about life that only a father can teach..
he never, ever, ever, ever uttered my dad's name in my face ( in front of me)..

my friend knows that my weaknesses is seeing a kid hugging his father..

cant join.. cant cope up with their "Dad-stuff stories.."

wheew!!

even though i havent seen my dad..
im soo soo happy that he gave me the life i didnt expect to have..
and even though he never sit by my side.. or taps my back whenever i dont feel like ok..

i mean it.. i have the so-called..
guilt.madness.

i never experienced sitting on my pap's lap when i was a kid.
or going into the mall, with 2 ice creams on my hand..
or biking with my pap..

of course my mom made my life complete even though its literally and obviously NOT..

i wish i had a DAD, a PAP.. that can sing or play guitar with me..
someone whom i can lean on or cry on whenever some big fat *** lier broke my heart..
someone who can call me princess..
and someone who will be conservative whenever im going out for a date..

of course EVERYTHING was only a dream..

if ever i will see him someday..

i do not know if i would slap his face.. and broke his a** off.
or hug him and slap his face then put a big smile..


awwww...


to my Dad:

happy father's day! thank you for giving me this life..
even though i am soo soo mad at you.. but then.. father is still a father.. :)

what can i do.. :))

*PS: to all the loving fathers out there.. HAPPY HAPPY FATHERS DAY.!
please.. and please.. dont forget to show your love to your children every single day..
if you could spend the best of your time with them.. do it..
coz theyre (kids) just so lucky having a loving father like you.. :)


i wish i had one too.. :(


its soo ok.. :)



*SMILE.. ^ keepsafe