A Father's Day Blog Special (to all the Pap's out there!)

*Happy Fathers Day to all the loving father's out there.. :)

before..

i really have no idea what was like a father's role into a child..
i admit.. i had my daddylo.. my grandpup..
he gave me everything i need and i want..
he thought me all those stuffs that a kid should know about life that only a father can teach..
he never, ever, ever, ever uttered my dad's name in my face ( in front of me)..

my friend knows that my weaknesses is seeing a kid hugging his father..

cant join.. cant cope up with their "Dad-stuff stories.."

wheew!!

even though i havent seen my dad..
im soo soo happy that he gave me the life i didnt expect to have..
and even though he never sit by my side.. or taps my back whenever i dont feel like ok..

i mean it.. i have the so-called..
guilt.madness.

i never experienced sitting on my pap's lap when i was a kid.
or going into the mall, with 2 ice creams on my hand..
or biking with my pap..

of course my mom made my life complete even though its literally and obviously NOT..

i wish i had a DAD, a PAP.. that can sing or play guitar with me..
someone whom i can lean on or cry on whenever some big fat *** lier broke my heart..
someone who can call me princess..
and someone who will be conservative whenever im going out for a date..

of course EVERYTHING was only a dream..

if ever i will see him someday..

i do not know if i would slap his face.. and broke his a** off.
or hug him and slap his face then put a big smile..


awwww...


to my Dad:

happy father's day! thank you for giving me this life..
even though i am soo soo mad at you.. but then.. father is still a father.. :)

what can i do.. :))

*PS: to all the loving fathers out there.. HAPPY HAPPY FATHERS DAY.!
please.. and please.. dont forget to show your love to your children every single day..
if you could spend the best of your time with them.. do it..
coz theyre (kids) just so lucky having a loving father like you.. :)


i wish i had one too.. :(


its soo ok.. :)



*SMILE.. ^ keepsafe