i saw him... and its so absurd!! (PETERPAN)

i browse the net lately.. and i dunno what depicts inside my head to view his profile.. then, i viewed him.. it was nothing.. i saw his picture, with his new girl friend, i know, i got over him... since he's out of my life.. his girl was pretty. i cant compete with her.. im pretty too..

last night, when im lying on my bed, the picture of him with his girl, pops out on my mind.. i really dont know.. i really have no idea at all...
he's a guy, that made me cried my eyes out.. now he's gone. out of the wind.,, flew away.. and tinkerbell took him.. because wendy let him flew.. he's peterpan after all, he brought me to places like its not really for reality.. he made me enjoy things, i love to do..

December is coming.. and so our memories is repeating itself.. our history..

i never knew that once in my life, i will find him,... the one who can make me smile even i dont like to. the guy that i didnt imagine to love me with all his heart.. he's one of a kind. i cant blame myself either on forcing our relationship to end that way..

we broke up,, and then back again.. and repeating over and over again.. oh! such a crime... i didnt realize..

im not hoping that soon.. he'll be back.. cuz i know.. tinkerbell have him.. i know they are happy now in their neverland.. flying against the wind, dancing, kissing passionately, loving each other..

he asked me once.. " why aint you answer those boys who are courting you??? i'll be back when im ready,, in the right time, and the right place.."
and i simply answered him back.. " i dont need you to be back.. you have your princess, andd im not answering those boys, coz im waiting for my prince charming to arrive.."

then... no messages at all..

we've gone so far in our relationship.. i cant seem to realize how it was ended.. a tragedy.. ;(



" BE HAPPY WITH HER RIGHT NOW, OK?? I WONT BE BACK.. I ONLY WANT US TO BE FRIENDS,, THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS "RIGHT TIME", CUZ WE ARE THE ONE WHO DECIDES FOR OURSELVES.. IN THE TIME THAT WE WANT TO" ..

BUT IM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU..


LOVE.
WENDY...